I am a simple hearted mad girl from India who has realised after so many years about how much i love Michael.He was my first love at the age of five,i heard him singing \'I just cant stop loving you \' and i felt a warm glow in my heart and i was like \'who is she?her voice is like a the most beautiful soul in the world.\'

i think it was Michael Jacksons,Paul Mauriets and Daliah Lavi\'s music which at some point embedded the seeds of music in my life.

My mother wanted me to be a journo and get married.I wanted to sing and dance and act.So after college i put my foot down because i had to follow my heart.
My family was not very happy but they knew i would do this..So i learnt three years of lovely beatiful Indian Classical music.It was the best thing i did for myself.It gave me the confidence to start singing my music in my heart.My Riyaaz (practice) would put me in a trance.I have recorded quite a few songs but have not had the opportunity to release anything.

After three years of learning music i taught music to children for a while which was another very rewarding experience.
I was also looking for work in films and managed three films and did lots of theatre in New Delhi.

My music is emotional because i am an emotional person and it has been the best gift the lord gave me.I will release it after some time when i make good contacts.I realised a musician has to be a shrude business man/woman too and i honestly cant keep up with people anymore.i just want to make my music.

I am in mumbai now and trying to fight for my place and struggle and get work in films and if God lets me once i have made a mark and made some money i will release my music album.

Sometimes i am very low on positive energy and pray i get work everyday.Mumbai can be vicious and people can be insecure and feed on your energy so i really have to protect myself..

But you know what gets a smile on my face in the evening? Its MJTUNES.COM.

i have been angry with the world for what it did to michael but then i realised that it is karma and we all have to simply trust the lord and take it in.Whatever he does..he does it for our good.I have great regard and respect for Michael for his dignity through all the pain.

As i was typing this i got a call from a friend who just told me my guru Shanti didi just expired two days back.She committed suicide.My heart is breaking.She was so fragile.Her name is Shanti Sharma and taught at Shri Ram Bhartiya kala kendra - NEW DELHI.She died two days back.i loved her and i know she loved me too.Her voice was as beautiful maybe more Michael because she was like Saraswati.i love her so and know she loves me too.she is my soul mother.she was like a goddess.I am so broken now.I know it will come out slowly.


Like A Comet
Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon

Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon

Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon

Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon

Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon

Gone Too Soon

She was the perfect flower.I am so grateful to God he made me meet her.


Michael i hope to meet you and give you my music soon.I got in touch with akon on myspace and then i felt like it was not right..if i am meant to share my music with you the lord will show me a way..lots of music,peace,love and light to all.



maya




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