I never told really everything about it, but i'll tell you some things about it.. It all was when i was 6 years old, my father died and it was very hard for me. It's still a reason why i cry every night. I've told you about my depression right? I thought it was over but now it all comes back again !!! Everyone just let me be sad, today at school i felt so bad and everybody was just making fun of it, i wanted to shout and cuss them off but i couldn't do it in front of the whole school. I always was the "victim", so kids make fun of me since i was little, that's why i feel ugly and wrong like a zombie. Yesterday in the middle of the night i felt so bad, and i saw a sharp thing laying... I grabbed it and cutted myself 2 times in the face and one time in my arm. I feel really wrong and it's confusing me all the time. I swore it to my father never to do it again a view months ago, so i feel sorry for it and i guess my father is very dissapointed in me. I hope i would never do it again. Nah this was something from it, it's pretty much of it.

So now i'm curious about your story??